Lately, since school has begun this semester, i have felt like i've been 'spinning my wheels'. The picture there is a high-powered car using an incredible amount of fuel, creating lots of smoke, but going nowhere. Through awesome friends and pastors the Lord has been helping me to take a step back and evaluate what i'm doing. Is it effective? Is it hindering me from being faithful to what I know he has called me to do? Have I been spending time at the feet of my Lord waiting to hear exactly what he wants me to do rather than just doing good things on my own. No doubt those things were godly, but they were not what God wanted specifically for me to be doing any longer.
Thankfully, He has arranged the circumstances to allow these things to slowly untie. Cutting a rope hurts, and i don't want to hurt people. However if i keep going this way i will never be able to be faithful to anything; thus it must be carefully untied. Herein our gracious Lord which we all serve has led me to fade out of the teaching on Wednesday nights as well as the attendance of that church. He has been ever gracious in helping me learn to be faithful as such an end has been my prayer.
The meeting with the new pastor at the church where the Lord has allowed me to teach went amazingly smooth-- a certain divine appointment. Neither was there much disheartening at the announcement to the group the Lord has allowed me to teach. Praise to him for working sovereignly in their hearts.
Where do i go now? Well, when God told Abraham to go he didn't say where, and neither has he yet told me. Nonetheless, i know this: i have heard from God and he said, "Go," so i will go.
In life and in ministry we must simply (though not necessarily easy) listen for the voice of God. For "faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God". When we hear from God let us align it with the Word of God. Then when we know we have heard from him we do not delay, but when we have not heard it is better that we rest in him and wait until he says, "Go".
Hearing the Lord say go is important. My problem is I'm a victim of paralysis by analysis.
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